tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/Lifes pebble stones in Marty's lifeMokoFeed2009-11-11T13:17:36+01:00tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-11-06:/2005/11/06/university_life~287003/marthamv2005-11-06T14:03:15+01:002005-11-06T14:03:15+01:00 <p>Hi all, I'm sorry it's been a long time since my last update, but as you may guess Uni life is not very easy! I'm having fun with all my friends, and especially Dave, however I never knew how much work i had to do, yes even for Social Work! This might be because I want to get a first (heehee). During my first 4 weeks I have moves accomodations, as I really did't enjoy sharing a toiloet with 20 other people, and paying 4,000 for the pleasure! I'm now living with a group of girls in a small nicer hall, we even have a campus cat which has already slept on my bed (Its alright, I gave it back!)</p> <p>Never realised how busy I am, means I don't actually get to spend quality time with Dave, sigh, I see him often but when I'm working or when we go out with friends. This has made me often think about future life. </p> <p>I will hopefully blog again soon now I have internet in my halls!</p> <p>Blessings and stars,</p> <p>Marti </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/11/06/university_life~287003/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-09-23:/2005/09/23/i_m_back~197244/marthamv2005-09-23T15:03:56+02:002005-09-23T15:03:56+02:00 <p>Its been soo long...what has happened to my blog.....mmm....ok honestly i have finished work...so no longer all the time bored and on the internet...however i just thought that me going to uni may mean lots of people will be out there with prayer and wonder what is going on in my life....so i will try and wrote ...now and then oi need to let it out, hense the spelling mistakes casue typing way too fast</p> <p>ok im worried about thing like money, as cant afford a tv and soooo going to miss watching my neighbours and eastenders...but maybe its a test....screw it it just sucks!</p> <p>there is another thing....how will i cope. i think that now my depression is underwarps its all good....but then it can come out again, also i so dont want to go of the rails now having my independance and well being around people my age....well sort of...</p> <p>well its all of and games uni...oh and a little work now and then....so not looking forward to studying law! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/09/23/i_m_back~197244/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-07-22:/2005/07/22/a_question_about_love/marthamv2005-07-22T10:19:28+02:002005-07-22T10:19:28+02:00 <p>Ok this is puzzling me but is it helthy in a relationship to start having feeling for someone but not want them and tell yuor boyfriend about it...i mean once you are in love and are planning to marry doesn't mean that your feelings for people goes...right? i mean its normal? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/a_question_about_love/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-07-21:/2005/07/21/ebay_6/marthamv2005-07-21T16:57:13+02:002005-07-21T16:57:13+02:00 <p>I am addicited again...help me stop, i am buying things i don't need but they would look so pretty in my new car....thats right i have a car...yey (i am doing my victory dance)...so to make it more martha style i am buying stick on stars and fairy stickers and glow in the dark stars and sheep...and tinkerbell seatbelt thing...i might have gone a little out of control but its my first car...i nerver new you could accesories them!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/07/21/ebay_6/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-07-19:/2005/07/19/its_another_day/marthamv2005-07-19T14:50:50+02:002005-07-19T14:50:50+02:00 <p>This morning i actually had to make myself go to work...its that dull...but to make it more entertaining i had another weird dream...now in the last 5 days i have had werid dreams...well one that make me wake up and feel like i have done somthing very naughty...</p> <p>i had one of the best weekends...me and my bro stayed with Dave's famly and Sam really got on with Phil...dave's bro...so much that they even joimed forces and picked on me...mean as they were..hidding my confort blanket which i am proud to day i call papo...i loved them and love laughing with them...i think the stuarts needed a does of Marquez life! I just hope that this means Phil and Sam will become good friends that he too will be part of our gang...everybody want to be in the Marquez Gang </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/07/19/its_another_day/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-07-15:/2005/07/15/so_hot_1/marthamv2005-07-15T10:35:17+02:002005-07-15T10:35:17+02:00 <p>Is sooo hot.... i can't bear it, i actually feel like my skin is melting...well at least i have a paddling pool, yeaterday i dived in it with all my cloths, after cyling home its the best way to relax.</p> <p>So am home alone well i have my bro, as my parents have gone to spain...i have never been in charge and to be honest i don't like it, i am so much cleaner then i thought i was and i am always thinking, what are i going to coom tomorrow so i can defrost it tonight...i have become a mother!!! </p> <p>At least its a friday and 6 hours from now i get to go to daves and sleep...i am so tired! it didn't help that this morning i woke up with a massive noes bleed coveing my pillow! </p> <p>And its Harry potter tonight!!!!!Yey...am actually getting a book at midnight!!!!the madness and fun </p> <p>Oh and all who read this please pray for Dave he is doing a talk at his church and is nervouse, he needs pease and confidence...he's got great vies but he's never talked in a church so this will hopefully help hom grow and build him taking him where God want him! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/07/15/so_hot_1/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-06-30:/2005/06/30/these_hard_days/marthamv2005-06-30T10:07:24+02:002005-06-30T10:07:24+02:00 <p>I know its been long....but i kinda forgot i have a blog...though i don't know why...</p> <p>Anyway, its the summer, well sot of...me and dave have bought a paddling pool...but a big one...well bigish, anyway its so cool we sit in the poor reading..and i believe i am getting browner!!!!</p> <p>Dave nopw has a job...thank God! it was tought times for a while as we were broke and life very dipressing, now i am still broke but dave has some money .... i haven't got a car yet at the momnt its not diceided yet though anytime soon i will find out. </p> <p>I have been quite glum latly, and i don't know why, i have suffrerd from depression for a while now and its tough but i think i am getting better, its scary though, cause out of nowhere suddenly you get the feelingof being so alone and sad and just want to close your eyes and make eveything you feel go away. </p> <p>I hate not having control of my emotions, but God is God and has provided helpful people around me.... thats sa rear i know and i feel i have lost tough with the people once i cared dearly, but maybe that is part of life, i think about them often, like Joce an Jen, liz, Charis and Anne, Tufnell and Jude, i alway think of jude, maybe beacause she has been one of the best friends i have had....</p> <p>Most of them have finished, uni and now have to face the harsh wold of jobs, i wonder how they will do</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/06/30/these_hard_days/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-06-13:/2005/06/13/a_special_day/marthamv2005-06-13T09:26:03+02:002005-06-13T09:26:03+02:00 <p>Today is mine and Dave 1 yaer 6 months...now for some pleaole they may think that this a long time but for me it feels so short! I have so much fin with him and he is so my best friend..of ourse after Jude!... and well i love him</p> <p>Sorry but don't mean to be soppy but being in love more then once before i now know what it is to find somone that fits so perfectly and that you never want to let go....not till your old </p> <p>So Dave baby, happy day! love you lots! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/06/13/a_special_day/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-06-03:/2005/06/03/pain_1/marthamv2005-06-03T11:12:04+02:002005-06-03T11:12:04+02:00 <p>Right...i have been sick on and off for 2 months now and yesterday i was in great pain...went to doctors and they think it may be a golled stone...i think that is how you spell it. Amyway i have no idea what it means so any help would be lovely but i know they have to scan it and see how it is...</p> <p>My mum says she hopes the stones are dimonds...well i doubt it but how cool wopuld that be... so sorry but not in a very up beat mood but will leave you with the lovely thought that today if a Friday...meaning eviction in Big Brother and me to have a nice relaxing weekend...with stones stuck in me! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/06/03/pain_1/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-31:/2005/05/31/great_and_wonderful_news/marthamv2005-05-31T15:56:25+02:002005-05-31T15:56:25+02:00 <p>MY BROTHER IS ENGAGED!!!!</p> <p>Yeay...it happened last Friday...he is now marrying a baeutiful funky chicky called Emily...I now have a new sister!!!!</p> <p>Well that is all the news i need to share so Sam and Emily well done! YOu guys are perfect togther</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/31/great_and_wonderful_news/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-27:/2005/05/27/to_drive_or_not_to_drive/marthamv2005-05-27T14:33:24+02:002005-05-27T14:33:24+02:00 <p>It has been a while...i am sorry i have been ill and so not at work...am feeling better but always very tired!</p> <p>As a child i have always believed in keeping pollution down, saving the rainforest and recycling....and now an adult i really suck at this.</p> <p>I am proud to say that i don't drive so i am not polluting...however even though i never really wanted to drive, now that i am applying to be a social worker, the university insists that i drive and have a car for my placement, since i will be doing home visits etc.</p> <p>Now i have been learning to drive just cause it gets embarrasing having to ask parent to pick me up and living in a little village where th bus never comes its hard to ignore the fact that you need to drive if you want any kind of social life. </p> <p>However i have put of driving for a long time now and i think that maybe the reason is that deep down i will be taking back my words when i promised myself (when i was a child) that i will never drive. </p> <p>Now i have to drive and my excuse so far from not learning is that i am saving my money for my car...but have now a bit of money to buy and my excuses are running thing..</p> <p>I feel i have to face it and drive but in a way i feel i will be betraying the lillte girl in me and making more pollution toxinating this beautiful planet God has given us....</p> <p>Oh and if anyone is selling a automatic car i am interested...sort of...well yes but no...you know what i mean. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/27/to_drive_or_not_to_drive/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-24:/2005/05/24/frienship_that_lasts/marthamv2005-05-24T13:47:06+02:002005-05-24T13:47:06+02:00 <p>Friendship...it rear and sometimes we compleatly mis love the people that love us. I am rubbish at keeping in touch but i alway am thinking and praying for them</p> <p>I am lucky to have such great friends around england and one of my bestest is coming to see me this weekend....i can hardly wait. She rocks! has issues but also loving enough to help me through mine. When i broke up from my long and very crazy relationship she took me and let me cry and cry over it. She was my strengh blessed by God and even though i felt abandoned my my other firends at a time like this she really made me feel good about me. </p> <p>She also is crazy and beutiful! We wond the dance compotion at school and made enless people laugh with our diffrence in a school which realy excepted people that are different!</p> <p>So this weekend after almost 2 years i will se her again and who knows maybe i will be her blessing of strength after having a tough year! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/24/frienship_that_lasts/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-23:/2005/05/23/being_me_sucks_right_now/marthamv2005-05-23T09:52:40+02:002005-05-23T09:53:28+02:00 <p>I have been ill these last week, my stomach has some form of infection which makes me feel ill at the thought of certain food...its like a constant stomach ache...</p> <p>Anyway to top it of now my knee is busted again...I had a hockey accident a while back and since my knee would now and then just stop working...i can't bend it...</p> <p>I'm now more worried about going to uni...i want to do all these sports..especially Hocky but with a tempremental knee i don't know if it will be possible to be able to do all the sports i want...also i think my stomach pain may be cause i am nervouse...you see i am so scared of going to uni...i am so used to being in my little world that the thought of having to meet people socialise...it just makes me nervouse...what if i make bad firends? what if i don't make any friends? I can't wait to study cause i kinda miss working but i can't just work all the time...and i'm not the brightest of person so all my work may just not get me anywhere...sigh...</p> <p>SO at the mo i am not really a ball of fun...more just a ball </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/23/being_me_sucks_right_now/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-20:/2005/05/20/mummy/marthamv2005-05-20T09:38:37+02:002005-05-20T09:38:37+02:00 <p>I never have had the closed relationshipwith my parent, i am kinda difficult person...not out of choise just the way i have become...</p> <p>This mornig i missed my bus to work..my parents both asleep and so i had no choise but to wake them and ask if they could take me...i hvae to be at work at 8 and my mum had work at 9 she asked if i could go in at 8:30 but then i became my stubburn self and insisted i went in at 8. Then i through a stoppy when my mum asked me to help her prepare the food before work...</p> <p>I hate that side of me...the spoilt child who, likes it her way. I love my mum very much but sometimes we clash ...we're too alike. </p> <p>The amazing thing is that even though i was stroppy and spoilt she dorve me early and and said goodbye with a smile</p> <p>She is so great! I love her to bits....Mum you are the best! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/20/mummy/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-18:/2005/05/18/this_song_is_stuck_in_my_head/marthamv2005-05-18T14:21:45+02:002005-05-18T14:26:30+02:00 <p>Mo, Mo, Mo,<br> How do you like it,<br> Why don't you like it</p> <p>Mo, Mo, Mo,<br> Nobody likes me,<br> Why don't you like me </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/18/this_song_is_stuck_in_my_head/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-18:/2005/05/18/my_everyday_everyday/marthamv2005-05-18T13:42:13+02:002005-05-18T13:52:42+02:00 <p><img src="/img/smilies/icon_eek.gif" alt="8|" class="middle" border="0">This is what I look like after 8 hours and a half of work.....</p> <p>Now you may think its cause they work me hard...they do but that’s not it...you see if I do this I can have a day off or a whole afternoon... and I finish in time to cycle home...45 minute...and have a nice refreshing shower get into my pj (yes even though its only 5 in the evening) and I wait till neighbours...then Simpson’s then Hollyoaks then Easterners or as I have 6 out of 10 of the friend series I watch that....</p> <p>Its strange but I know often people think I am missing out I am so tired from work that watching TV is all I can muster...though during all my relaxing evening as my friends now all live in different part of England i always try to catch up with them so I write them letters or call them...</p> <p>Now this little routine is no longer there...Dave (my other bit) it home from Uni!!!! So now its hang out at his house...and play sims 2....or watch sky movies... or its come to mine and play games like Yentie or outburst..(We can't play monopoly cause he gets cranky when I beat him) we read together and it’s the best!!!</p> <p>So though I love my little life after work... not only is it only this year (going to uni in October) but I love it so much more now Dave is around!</p> <p>PS Please don't think I am a person that enjoys just being at home, I love socialising but living in the middle of nowhere and not being able to drive and having all your friends in other parts of England...kinda makes it hard for me to go out...though I’m sure uni will change that! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/18/my_everyday_everyday/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-17:/2005/05/17/do_dream_haunt_you/marthamv2005-05-17T13:46:45+02:002005-05-17T13:46:45+02:00 <p> Lately I have been having this dream...well several all about a certain ex...its strange cause I haven't spoken to him in a year and its not that we are not friends just that we are rubbish in keeping in contact...the thing is that I was with him so long ago...school time....and it was on and off 3 years but somehow I seem to be thinking about my school time. In my dreams I am still 16 and he is still at school with me...but I am always very nervous around him and when I wake up I try really hard to go back to sleep cause I don't want that nice safe feeling to go away...I re play my dream and try and make it real....</p> <p>Now I am a person with a big past but most of it is places in the past...apart from some issues ...but hey who doesn't have them....but with this ex I have dealt with I am friends with him and even though I have not talked in a long time I know if I see him again it will be fine....then why am I having all those dreams??? Do I want that security again? Am I stuck at 16 and long to be there?</p> <p>So if anyone understands dreams any suggestion will be nice that and prayer...cause it’s always nice to receive it</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/17/do_dream_haunt_you/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-17:/2005/05/17/eve_adam/marthamv2005-05-17T09:39:32+02:002005-05-17T09:40:49+02:00 <p>I am sorry it has been a while...but internet on your free time is not as exciting as while you work... </p> <p>I have one very interesting comment to say...should men blame women for the fall? Basically is it all Eve's fault...</p> <p>my new theory is that eve was so bored by Adam that she needed some excitment...buyt then maybe its just me being determined not to blame it on the women...</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/17/eve_adam/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-13:/2005/05/13/little_me_with_lots_of_paper/marthamv2005-05-13T15:25:02+02:002005-05-13T15:25:02+02:00 <p>I have just spend 2 hours filling wait i think 3..now for some this is a dull job but for me i am happy....though it is annoying that people just leave the filling and hope for some temp to do it...i think i diserve a bit of praise..."yeah go you well done..." ok i am now feeling better...</p> <p>Its so nice to know people are looking in on my day and commenting..thank you it means a lot to me...anc Chrissie thank you especially i know you are well busy now you are a married women...(scary)...</p> <p>Blessings and stars to you all and just think today is friday.... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/13/little_me_with_lots_of_paper/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-13:/2005/05/13/and_a_very_good_moring_to_you/marthamv2005-05-13T09:34:21+02:002005-05-13T09:38:06+02:00 <p>I woke up today at 6...really needed to pee...and casue it was light outside and i have no curtains i had to pull the douvet over my head only to 30 minutes later have a horid noice wake me up...uhhhghghg...</p> <p>it made me think about that new alarm clock that when you put the snooze button off it gets up and rolls out and hides in your room so that when it next beeps you have to actually get up and find it...amazingly enough it doesn't hide in the same place twice...WOW!!<br> I can't believe this little guy has been invented!</p> <p>Anyway i believe that my unwillinedd to get out of bed is cause i know i have to cycle 6 miles to work and to a job that is way more duller then watching paint dry...but its only temproary...well i beg that they wont extend my contract...its not that the people aren't nice cause they are its just they never talk to me ...its not personal they harly talk to each other and so it the relationship between a man and his computer...oh and the only thing they do talk about it food and diets...which really puts you of eacting your galaxy chocolate (which is the highlight of your day) knowing that you will only feel guilty!!!! Ah being a women is tough!</p> <p>so back to work....and surfing on the internet...i never thought i'd say this but God bless the internet!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/13/and_a_very_good_moring_to_you/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-12:/2005/05/12/how_could_i_forget/marthamv2005-05-12T16:31:32+02:002005-05-12T16:31:32+02:00 <p>I have to add I am Peruvian...a rearity but that i am! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/12/how_could_i_forget/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:mightymartha.blog.co.uk,2005-05-12:/2005/05/12/the_start_of_a_beautiful_friendship/marthamv2005-05-12T16:21:58+02:002005-05-12T16:21:58+02:00 <p>Hi all....or whoever has the time to read the amusing life i lead... I am Martha..."Marty" to all my friends or to people who know me as Martha but don't know that i have now a new nick name...i am currently 22 years old...sigh and going to Southampton university in October. I have three loves</p> <p>God<br> My family<br> Friends</p> <p>and three things i really don't think that are from the Lord</p> <p>Spiders<br> Meanness<br> Flat pillow</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mightymartha.blog.co.uk/2005/05/12/the_start_of_a_beautiful_friendship/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>