I know its been long....but i kinda forgot i have a blog...though i don't know why...
Anyway, its the summer, well sot of...me and dave have bought a paddling pool...but a big one...well bigish, anyway its so cool we sit in the poor reading..and i believe i am getting browner!!!!
Dave nopw has a job...thank God! it was tought times for a while as we were broke and life very dipressing, now i am still broke but dave has some money .... i haven't got a car yet at the momnt its not diceided yet though anytime soon i will find out.
I have been quite glum latly, and i don't know why, i have suffrerd from depression for a while now and its tough but i think i am getting better, its scary though, cause out of nowhere suddenly you get the feelingof being so alone and sad and just want to close your eyes and make eveything you feel go away.
I hate not having control of my emotions, but God is God and has provided helpful people around me.... thats sa rear i know and i feel i have lost tough with the people once i cared dearly, but maybe that is part of life, i think about them often, like Joce an Jen, liz, Charis and Anne, Tufnell and Jude, i alway think of jude, maybe beacause she has been one of the best friends i have had....
Most of them have finished, uni and now have to face the harsh wold of jobs, i wonder how they will do