I have been ill these last week, my stomach has some form of infection which makes me feel ill at the thought of certain food...its like a constant stomach ache...

Anyway to top it of now my knee is busted again...I had a hockey accident a while back and since my knee would now and then just stop working...i can't bend it...

I'm now more worried about going to uni...i want to do all these sports..especially Hocky but with a tempremental knee i don't know if it will be possible to be able to do all the sports i want...also i think my stomach pain may be cause i am nervouse...you see i am so scared of going to uni...i am so used to being in my little world that the thought of having to meet people socialise...it just makes me nervouse...what if i make bad firends? what if i don't make any friends? I can't wait to study cause i kinda miss working but i can't just work all the time...and i'm not the brightest of person so all my work may just not get me anywhere...sigh...

SO at the mo i am not really a ball of fun...more just a ball