Fairy Wings

Hi all, I'm sorry it's been a long time since my last update, but as you may guess Uni life is not very easy! I'm having fun with all my friends, and especially Dave, however I never knew how much work i had to do, yes even for Social Work! This might be because I want to get a first (heehee). During my first 4 weeks I have moves accomodations, as I really did't enjoy sharing a toiloet with 20 other people, and paying 4,000 for the pleasure! I'm now living with a group of girls in a small nicer hall, we even have a campus cat which has already slept on my bed (Its alright, I gave it back!)

Never realised how busy I am, means I don't actually get to spend quality time with Dave, sigh, I see him often but when I'm working or when we go out with friends. This has made me often think about future life.

I will hopefully blog again soon now I have internet in my halls!

Blessings and stars,

Marti

Its been soo long...what has happened to my blog.....mmm....ok honestly i have finished work...so no longer all the time bored and on the internet...however i just thought that me going to uni may mean lots of people will be out there with prayer and wonder what is going on in my life....so i will try and wrote ...now and then oi need to let it out, hense the spelling mistakes casue typing way too fast

ok im worried about thing like money, as cant afford a tv and soooo going to miss watching my neighbours and eastenders...but maybe its a test....screw it it just sucks!

there is another thing....how will i cope. i think that now my depression is underwarps its all good....but then it can come out again, also i so dont want to go of the rails now having my independance and well being around people my age....well sort of...

well its all of and games uni...oh and a little work now and then....so not looking forward to studying law!

Ok this is puzzling me but is it helthy in a relationship to start having feeling for someone but not want them and tell yuor boyfriend about it...i mean once you are in love and are planning to marry doesn't mean that your feelings for people goes...right? i mean its normal?

I am addicited again...help me stop, i am buying things i don't need but they would look so pretty in my new car....thats right i have a car...yey (i am doing my victory dance)...so to make it more martha style i am buying stick on stars and fairy stickers and glow in the dark stars and sheep...and tinkerbell seatbelt thing...i might have gone a little out of control but its my first car...i nerver new you could accesories them!

This morning i actually had to make myself go to work...its that dull...but to make it more entertaining i had another weird dream...now in the last 5 days i have had werid dreams...well one that make me wake up and feel like i have done somthing very naughty...

i had one of the best weekends...me and my bro stayed with Dave's famly and Sam really got on with Phil...dave's bro...so much that they even joimed forces and picked on me...mean as they were..hidding my confort blanket which i am proud to day i call papo...i loved them and love laughing with them...i think the stuarts needed a does of Marquez life! I just hope that this means Phil and Sam will become good friends that he too will be part of our gang...everybody want to be in the Marquez Gang